Right now there is a bit of uncertianty surrounding my office and if we will have jobs or full contracts next fiscal year. I was freaking out about it last night, and had a lot of nervous energy. This was good because I got my house somewhat clean. I still need to sweep, vacume, mop and clean my closet, but the house is presentable as long as you don't look at the closet or the kitchen floor. I was pretty worried and asked Bryan if we could survive on just his pay check. He assured me that we could. This didn't seem to help calm my mind, and I went to bed with thoughts of doom and gloom. This morning (4:30ish) I woke up and took Grace on a walk. As I was walking I looked up at the stars and mars and jupitar and I realized that what I was fearing was not loosing my job, but the change that would occur. I love my job, but if I didn't have it I could find something else to do that I would love too. I just have to keep reminding myself that change is always happening and usually it brings great opportunities with it. I just have to be open to them. So today I am in a much calmer place.
Oh and it helps because we paid off the beetle yesterday with our tax return...the bald man would be yell at us for giving the government a interest free loan, but would be happy we're paying off debt.
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